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Tears for the Dragon
By: Amber
He stumbled across her by accident every evening about this time. She would come down to the lake. There was
something about her that drew him her. Aloneness was something you could almost touch. It almost drew him
against his will, he who needed no one. Not since the death of his clan had he
allowed the welfare of another to remotely reach the inner walls he had so
painstakingly built. He lifted his head, checking the surrounding area for
strangers. Since the witch did this to
him, all his senses had become much more acute. He hated to leave her here
alone, it was getting dark and still she showed no inclination to leave. No, he
shook his massive head, he was not going to get involved. This was not his affair; he had his own
problems. He turned back the way he came, but before he moved beyond sight, he
looked back at the slender girl gazing across the lake as if it held the
answers to the universe.
She released her breath in a rush of sound. It had come again, always at the
same time. Her need to know out weighing common sense had her staying longer,
almost waiting for it. She never heard
anything, but she could tell the moment it arrived and the moment it left. There was something in the air that changed. Curiosity rode her relentlessly. "Hello
is someone there?" Just when she thought her question would be ignored he
spoke.
"You are foolish onna to come out here alone. The countryside is full of
unrest and you take needless chances to stand out here alone."
Relena
smiled wistfully, "To live is a chance, don't you think?"
“Exactly,”
the voice said triumphantly. "So why court such risks needlessly when day
to day life is challenge enough?" Relena started to turn. "No don't!"
She froze. "Very well, I won't if it makes you uncomfortable. Why…” she
murmured. “Why not if there truly are
no safe places, why miss the beauties in life because one is always worried
about what might occur?"
He snorted, "You are a romantic."
She
shrugged. "Do you think so? I would think I'm a realist." Silence
followed her comment and Relena thought for a second he was gone and, oddly
enough, she felt disappointed.
"A realist? How so?" She sighed in relief, not really sure why it was
so important for him to stay. She
wasn't even sure why she wasn't more frightened. After all, she was out here
alone at dusk with a shadow. But strangely, there was no fear, just curiosity.
Shaking off her thoughts, she considered the question he asked. Oddly enough, he didn't seem to mind that she
had been standing there silent for some time.
"Well,” she said, choosing her words carefully, “who but a realist acknowledges what could happen, accepts the
consequences should something happen, yet still forges on determined to live
life to the fullest?" The silence grew and Relena knew he had left as
quietly as he came. For a moment, she
felt the loss keenly. "I didn't even get your name,” she whispered.
~ ~ ~ ~
It became a ritual. Some times he came,
sometimes not. He never stopped
lecturing her on her foolish behavior, yet, in spite of that, for reasons she
didn't want to examine too closely, these talks had become such an important
part of her life. She looked across the lake and sighed. It looked like he wasn't going to come
tonight. Tightening the shawl around
her shoulders, she turned, preparing to leave, when she heard him or at least
she hoped it was him. "Is that you?" The silence grew until she had
almost decided it was wishful thinking on her part.
"And if not, what then?” his voice groused.
Relena smiled. "I'm glad you came. I've
grown fond of our talks."
"Yes, well, someone has to make sure you don't foolishly get your neck
wrung."
"Ah,” she said, feeling slightly disappointed.
"What?" he demanded.
She
shrugged. "Nothing. You know,” she said changing the subject, “we've been
chatting for months now and I don't know your name. Mine is Relena, can I know yours?" When he didn't answer, she
swallowed her disappointment and tried to make light of it. "It's not
important, really, I just thought you might like to call me something other
than woman."
"Hello, are you there?"
She slumped. He was gone again. This was the pattern: whenever she said
something that got to close to his personal boundaries, he would vanish like a
ghost. She sighed. Well, there was no
need in staying, he wouldn't return. She glanced once more at the serenity of
the lake and wished for a fraction of that peace before she turned, slowly
making her way home.
Wufei watched her leave. Silently, he
followed her until she entered the castle on the hill. He felt angry with
himself. He had no time for this, he
was the end of his line, he couldn't afford to become distracted. These
feelings were a weakness and ones he refused to encourage. So, then why was he here following a woman he
normally wouldn't give a second thought about? He lifted his head to the sky,
seeking answers he had searched for within to no avail.
He had caught wind of witch's scent and traced her to the lake where it then
disappeared. Part of him reasoned there must be a connection to the girl, so it
was logical to stay here on the off chance she returned. And when she did, his
eyes gleamed amber in the night, she would taste his fury for what she had done
to him.
His head swung back toward the castle. Still, the girl did ground him, remind him of his humanity he had
been avoiding while he out right ignored her subtle and not so subtle attempts
to learn more about him for months now. She wouldn't be placated much longer,
he reasoned, then shrugged, turning back to his lodging for the night. Just as well, none of this could go anywhere.
Caring about others opened the door to
weakness and that he couldn't allow.
~ ~ ~ ~
Relena stood at her bedroom window gazing toward the lake. She couldn't see it in the dark, but in some
small part she was still comforted by its blurry image. She sighed. She would miss her visit. Those early evening talks had grown to mean a
great deal. A knock sounded at the door, drawing her from her thoughts.
"Come in."
"Princess, I've brought the dress your brother requested you wear."
Relena
indifferently watched the servant's reflection in the glass. "Just place
it on the bed, please." She bowed.
"Milady, I was told to stay and assist you with your preparations for
tonight's ball."
"That won't be necessary, I can dress myself." She watched the
servant start to protest then close her mouth. She bowed, quietly leaving the room. As soon as she was gone,
Relena turned to look at the gown. It
was exquisite; a dress, without a doubt, for a fairy tale princess, which meant…she
sighed. There would be more eligible young men here appropriate for her
station.
~ ~ ~ ~
She raced to the lake faster than was proper or dignified should someone be
around to see her, but it couldn't be helped. She had stayed and did her duty with her brother's guests for as
long as she could. It suddenly occurred to her that her friend might take her
absence as a sign she no longer wanted to visit with him and she panicked. By
the time she arrived at the lakes, she was winded. Slowing so she could catch her breath, she moved over to sit on a
downed tree. She sat there as the sun lowered and finally winked out. And the wind picked up, causing ripples to
gently slide across the lake, blurring the moon’s reflection. She was still
there as the stars coquettishly winked into sight, until cold prompted her to
finally move. Standing, she hugged her arms to her chest. Autumn was coming. Already, the nights were getting cooler and longer. It was time to
go. She had never stayed this late
before and she couldn't risk staying any longer without her absence being
noticed. Glancing around once more, she accepted he wasn't coming. Silently, she prayed for his return before
reluctantly heading for home.