Sapphire Eyes

Prologue: Returning Home

By: Liewe

Standard disclaimers apply, please don’t sue me

AN: I know this is really fragmented but it does serve a purpose, hopefully you can guess just who these thoughts belong to, this fic is of course set after EW

I’m nothing without him!

My life revolved around him, and now that he’s gone…

People used to shake their heads at my foolish behavior, they way I would give up anything for him, maybe they were right!

I didn’t leave him, I couldn’t, but he could leave me and he did.

I have no friends anymore, they were all his friends, and now they watch as he flirts with his new conquest.

That’s all I was, a conquest, something for him to play with, to completely humiliate.

I don’t know what to do anymore; he was my life, where do I go now?

Do I return to the Preventers with my tail between my legs?

To the people we left behind?

I can’t believe I followed his stupid dream!

Why did I go to Mars?

Why did I leave everything behind?

Was it for some childish crush?

A dangerous obsession, which almost destroyed me. That’s what he was, an obsession, and I lowered myself in my pursuit of him.

I can’t believe I did that; I alienated everyone from my life before Oz, before the war.

My mother, my father, and my sister, I left her behind, and I promised I would return, why did I do that?

Did he mean that much to me?

More than my family?

I don’t know anymore, I wish I did, but I don’t, I have lost every shred of dignity I ever had, and all for what?

For love?

For companionship?

For some stupid childhood fantasy?

Maybe this, his betrayal, is the best thing that could have happened to me, I’m no longer tied to this red earth, I can leave as my heart wishes.

Maybe I can start anew, heaven knows it never hurts to try.

Maybe I can still find my one-true love, someone who will love me for me.

All I hope is that the Earth will welcome me back home.

-To be continued…