It's a semi Angst/Death fic okay

She Loves me not

By Lancer Strife

Disclaimer: I don’t own Gundam wing It belongs to Sunrise. I also don’t own Adam’s song by blink 182 it belongs to them

AC 201

Heero sat at his chair quietly typing on his computer. He still had the same emotionless face that he had five years ago, but in his eyes you could see his sadness and sorrow. The others had moved on marrying and having kids there lives couldn’t be smoother, his on the other hand couldn’t be worse.

I never thought, I’d die alone I laughed

The loudest whod’ve known? I traced the

Cord back to the wall, no wonder it was

Never plugged in at all

She never loved him. Relena in fact, despite all the things she acted out she didn’t love him. Instead she disliked him and went off with some man who know of them knew. Later before the announcement of the twos engagement He told her he loved her he still remember the day

Flash back

Relena was on a balcony looking into the stars when Heero walked up behind her “Relena there’s some thing I’ve been wanting to tell you” he said unemotionally she turned around and asked “and what is that, Heero?” he then said “I love you.” Relena was taken aback by his frontally but quickly gained composure “I see… well I wish the feeling could be mutual” she then left him behind on the balcony and the back round Heero could hear a song playing but he heard only one part

I took my time I hurried up the choice was mine

I didn’t think enough you’ll be sorry when I’m gone

I never conquered rarely came but sixteen had such

Better days, days when I could still feel alive I

Couldn’t wait to get out side the world was wide

To late to try the tour was over we’d survived

I couldn’t wait till I got home to pass the time

In my room alone.

End flashback

They got married three weeks later. They of course invited Heero to the wedding but he never even attempted to go in the slightest bit. With that Heero felt so alone.

I never thought I die alone another six months I’ll be unknown

Give all my things to all my friends you’ll never step foot in

My room again, you’ll close it off, board it up remember,

The time that I spilled the cup of apple juice in the hall?

Please tell mom this is not her fault.

Heero couldn’t take this any more this emptiness this feeling of in completeness so he did what he thought was best. He went to his cupboard and got out his gun, put it to his head, cocked it, thought ‘goodbye Relena’ and with that he fired

I never conquered rarely came but sixteen

Had such better days, days when I could

Still feel alive I couldn’t wait to get out side

The world was wide to late to try the tour

Was over we’d survived and I couldn’t wait till

I got home to pass the time in my room alone.

Heero woke with a start. He turned to his side and smiled. There next to him was his wife Relena Peacecraft-Yuy. ‘what an awful dream I just had’ He smiled at his wife and thought how lucky he was. With that the perfect solider went back to sleep.

I never conquered rarely came but Tomorrow

Had such better days, Days when I can still

Feel alive I can’t wait to get outside the

World was wide to late to try the tour was over

I’d survive and I \can’t wait till I got

Home to pass the time in my room alone.